better stop now, take a look around

see what you've done

you'd rather live a lie than realize;

you are alone

so you pretend everything's alright 

it's almost easy

your faith in yourself is wearing thin

you're losing ground

the way they look at you

the way they stare at you;

eyes on fire

escape from reality, it's easier to run

with your face in disguise

a fence set up high;

they'll never know

alla dessa texter har/hade också musik. jag har fortfarande kvar musiken jag skrev till vissa. Men den är hemlig!

det här är refrängen till en låt som jag faktiskt gillade. den hette "drowning"

another scar on my body

that no one but i can see

i'm sinking down beneath the surface

but somehow i can breathe

sen skrev jag en gång en låt om att vara typ mördare. från mördarens/stalkerns perspektiv. weird. jag var en fucked upp tonåring. Den här texten är craycray.

1234 i'm standing eight outside your doow

5678 not much longer will i wait

9 10 11 12 it's your insides i wanna delve

13 14 15 16 be prepared, it won't be serene

17 18 19 20 i'm prepared i've done this plenty

21 22 23 24 when i'm done you won't be you anymore

25 26 27 28 runnings a fate you cannot hide from your fate

29 30 31 32 you'll be screaming when i'm stabbing through

33 34 35 36 no one else it's you i wanna transfix

37 38 39 40 blame yourself, you should have chosen me

41 42 43 44 when i'm done you'll be besten and sore

45 46 47 48 don't run and hide, you know it's too late

49 50 51 52 i wrote this verse it's only for you

53 54 55 56 i'll slit your throat with your own crucifix

57 58 59 60 all of this behind your back while you thought you knew me

61 62 63 64 i won't be happy til you're lying bloody on the floor

65 66 67 68 for dinner i'll serve your heart on a plate 

69 70 71 72 you can beg for help but you knownit won't do

73 74 75 76 however, this is fair game, i play with no tricks

77 78 79 80 this isn't over until you're dead baby

81 82 83 84 you are such a pretty little whore

85 86 87 88 when you run from me i think it's great

89 90 91 92 this is a rat and cat game and the rat is you

93 94 95 96 i've been wanting you since you came out of the matrix

97 98 99 GO i'm sliceing your body from head to toe!

hittade ett skrivblock från måånga år sedan (10+) med bland annat låttexter som jag skrivit. de är inte spceillt bra (alls haha!) men kul att läsa ändå. den nedan titulerade jag smart nog "emo song"

why can't you love me and why can't you just see

how hard i actually try?

cause some days i wonder why i'm still here

when nobody loves me and nobody cares

if you had believed in me once

that would have given me a chance

but i'm never good enough for you

i'm down again, back to beginning

but this time i can't get up

this was my last chance to show you that i can

do all the things that you want

but i didn't make it and nobody saved me

and in the end i did as you said

i gave up on myself

Behöver skriva av mig. Mår inte bra nu. Varje dag längtar jag till att det ska bli kväll så jag kan sova.